| All I wanna do, is lie in bed with you. |
[27 Apr 2004|07:38am] |
Tim and I got married last night. It was amazing, just breath taking. We, however, did not wake up with anyone but ourselves, that we know of anyhow.
More info later, as of right now I have a beautiful bride waiting for me in our bed.
KR!S
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[15 Apr 2004|09:36am] |
Starla called me tonight, she wanted to know when Uncle Tim was having his baby. How do you explain to a six year old that when daddy said Uncle Tim didn't live here anymore that meant that there wasn't going to be a baby. Barely made it through that conversation without crying. The tears came as soon as the phone touched the reciever. I feel like my mistakes somehow let her down. Ugghh .. I don't want to think about this right now. I don't want to think about any of it.
This wouldn't be so fucking heartbreaking if I didn't care for both of them so fucking much.
I never meant for things to get like this, I never meant for this to happen.
Kris.
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[11 Apr 2004|05:57am] |
Corey is taken so keep your fucking hands off of him.
... I mean ...
In an ironic, yet wonderful, twist of fate I have a boyfriend now. That's such a strange thought but it feels damn good none the less. He just needs some lessons on how to deal with children, expecially ones as amazing as my Princess Star.
KR!S
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[06 Apr 2004|09:48am] |
Had an ... interesting evening with Corey last night. Then Tim came over and we fell asleep on the couch, I refuse to admit how much I missed him.
I think I'm gonna take my daughter outta school today and take her to Disneyland. I need sometime with her, she's my life, my angel, my little Star.
KR!S
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[26 Mar 2004|07:54am] |
Me and my kid, she obviously gets her fashion sense from her mother.
KR!S
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| This is my wish, and I'm taking it back |
[26 Mar 2004|06:35am] |
Well, wow, things have changed.
The major change is that Tim left me and I was gonna piss and moan about it but then Stax called me, saying something about me needing to hire someone else to watch the shop, that he had to fulfill a promise and he was doing the most selfless thing he could. Which is a load of bullshit, if you ask me it was the most selfish, arrogant thing he could do. And I can say that because it's his fault that he's not around to defend himself.
But, yes, Tim left me, it's my fault, I don't think it's sunk in yet. I went out with HardCorey last night. We had ..fun. He's a nice kid, I think I'll keep him around for awhile.
KR!S.
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[17 Mar 2004|05:53pm] |
He's back, where he belongs, in my arms.
thankyougod
Waking up this morning, seeing him in bed with me. I never want this feeling to end.
KR!S.
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[16 Mar 2004|07:16am] |
I can't believe I lost the one thing that mattered. The man that was supposed to be my husband, supposed to carry our children, supposed to complete me. And he did. And maybe that's why I was scared.
Reguardless I can't believe this is really happen. I have no idea what to tell my daughter.
Fuck. Kris.
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[12 Mar 2004|07:47pm] |
Yesterday I met the soon-to-be in laws. They were really great although Tim's dad was kinda intimidating. Hung out with Nickie, we went to this little French place downtown.
Today Nick and I had breakfast together and I came home and drug my lazzzy boyfriend out of bed and took him to 50 First Dates. He needs to start updating his journal.
KR!S.
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[07 Mar 2004|06:46am] |
With the wedding fast approaching we don't have much time for being romantic, so I thought I'd leave a little note for my someone special.
KR!S
Every time I see your face I think of things unpure unchaste I want to fuck you like a dog I'll take you home and make you like it
Everything you ever wanted Everything you ever thought of is Everything I'll do to you I'll fuck you 'til your dick is blue
Your face reminds me of a flower Kind of like you're underwater Hair's too long and in your eyes Your lips a perfect suck me size
You're probably shy and introspective That's not part of my objective I just want your fresh young jimmy Cramming slamming ramming in me
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[06 Mar 2004|06:33am] |
Tim and I are going to Indiana so he can meet my family before the wedding. even though I've never met any of his family. The wedding is fast approaching and I was watching Tim sleep on the plane and the fear subsided into excitment. Instead of thinking how I'll never be able to sleep with another guy again, it's actually reassuring. Even if he can't gush.
I can't wait to get back home, ImissNick.
KR!S
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[27 Feb 2004|05:42am] |
It's not even six am, I should crawl back in bed with my boyfriend. You know the one that never updates his journal. I'm going to my mom's house today to plan for the wedding, I'll be back tomorrow night.
By the way, Tim and I are so much cooler than Nick and Conor, by their own admission. We're the better couple.
Don't worry Nick, you'll always be my secod love.
KR!S.
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[26 Feb 2004|06:46am] |
Tim said nothing about my emopostoflove. -pouts-
I had a very nice evening with Nick. We watched ... VanWilder? Oh, and for the record, I have no idea how Nick's hair looks after sex.
That is all. Krissssssssss.
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[25 Feb 2004|06:51am] |
As Nick has already announced, Tim and I are getting married. -insert big cheesy grin here- I never figured myself the marrying type. I proposed to my high school girlfriend after I knocked her up, thank god she had enough sense to turn me down, otherwise we'd both be miserable right now. After Angie had Starla I thought I'd never have anymore children, having to raise Starla the way we did was stressful to say the least. Add that to the sudden fame of my band and the success of Down on Haley, my store in Santa Barbra, I didn't think I had anytime for romance. Boy was I wrong. I love crawling into our bed and seeing him there, everynight. I love the one tattoo on his left arm and the way he looks after a week without shaving. I love the way his hair looks after sex [even better that yours Nick - sorry] and I love the way we can talk for six hours and the way he fits into my arms while we're watching tv. I love the way he loves my daughter. And the way he's takes advantage of my sex drive, and the way he calls me his little rabit. I love how his collection of ties takes up half our closet and the other uses we can find for them. I love the way we can have the most amazing sex possible, and it's still not about the sex. I love the way he looks at me like I'm the only one that matters. And ever will matter. I love the way a night watching Disney movies with Starla is his idea of an exciting night. I love the way he looks when he sleeps. I love that he loves talking to me. I love the way he moans my name. I love the way he loves me.
whipped Kris.
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[19 Feb 2004|07:26am] |
Valentine's Day was rad and Tim and I decided he was going to move in with me. So today he packed his apartment today and I cleaned the house. When I was done cleaning I took Nick on the best date he's ever been on, even without sex. It's amazing how far a simple rose can get you. -cheezy grin-
Lifeisgood. Krrrriiiss.
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| I wish I had a million trillion life times that I could spend with you |
[11 Feb 2004|07:19am] |
I'm sorry I haven't updated, Tim has been keeping me very busy. I wonder if too much sex is bad for you...
We've dented the dryer and the washer, found interresting ways to do household chores and found how to make car rides enjoyable. I want to see how much fun the movies would be but we can't seem to make it out the door. -grins- Not that I'm complaining. This is the most incredible experience of my life.
Oh, and I'm begining to doubt the love that Nick has for me. That emo brat has him brainwashed. Sex doesn't getter better than Kris Roe. -points at the icon- I promise.
From now on, my name should be moaned. Kkkkrrrriiiisss.
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| Why do I never seem to learn that love is wrong? |
[27 Jan 2004|02:50pm] |
Whoa, I'm liking this place already. On my first night here I got invited out for drinks, offered to be made out with, learned that I'm the sexiest ever {number two to Nick and Conor is numberless}, got closer with an old friend, and realized that everyone here either sleeps around or has babies ... I'm sure I'm forgetting something. ~shrugs~ Oh well.
That's it for now, I can't wait to see what the second night brings me.
And in case you were wondering, it was nice to not have to sleep alone. Old friends are the best kind.
~Kris
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